To my baby girl
its a crazy world
And as you get older
You'll have to face some hurt
Let'll have you question
What its really worth
They'll try to tell
Place value in your physical first
But that eventually make 
you miserable or worse
Coverin up the real you with
Make up, trendy clothes, 
designer shoes and purses
But the true you resides
Beneath the surface and
I beseech you to learn this versus
Searchin the world for your purpose
Earth is spinnin out of control
And as you grow so much is accuring 
War, famine, crooked politics 
and a bunch of senseless murders
And there are those out there
That would rather further evil excursions and it 
never occurs to them
That their the servants of evil serpents
Or maybe it does but not us
Our energy was sent from the universe
Voices of oppressed people
Told you you are a revolutionary 
since your birth this much is certain
Just remember its better to live for others than to be selfish because you leave a legacy behind for the next leaders to work with develop apply and provide alternative versions
To create inward journeys that'll set off stars bursting

To my first born
When my flesh is gone
And its time for me 
to ascend this form
I dont want you to mourn
Instead know within you I live on
Take the words from this song
Apply em to your heart 
in hopes they make you strong   

Be dependent on no man
but if someone shows you respect
Appreciation and most important love
Then I.ll encourage you to join hands
walk along side by side but never behind
But the most important relationship you can have is the 
desire of to be with the Most High
It'll teach you to reach deep inside
And project you inner light to travel surpassing the confides of the carnal mind and see that life isnt defined by time but the experience
Isnt a party but isnt so serious Its the smiles, laughter,
broken hearts and yes its the tears
Its music its art its being surround by friends and family or being alone and taking a walk talking with you
and your God and when I say God I mean a label to express something thats far beyond
What others use to justify everything they do thats wrong
Be a judge of no man but have princible, integrity, and heart do everything to your best ability and know
your only limited by the fear of a greater thought
Because you can be way more than even your father
But above all else be yourself because you are my beautiful daughter 

I remember when I first saw your
Momma birthed you all natural
My warrior Queen
Doctor pulled you out
I got cutt the cord
Now its all you
June 17th 2008 and all ready 
We know what to call you
Aemilia Joann Ayala-Harper
Born on full moon 
Most serene day 
Peaceful and calm too
What you gave me 
made me understand 
even more what we belong to
apart of family that expands beyond
what I knew previous &
It allivates all that uneasiness 
Replaced what was missing in me
imediately changes the perspective
Gave new hope and direction
Switch tracks like when the cd skips
Got a new train of thought 
Where no ticket punching is needed here
Now year to year I see reflections
of my very essecense present
In the second so imprints of our images
Take legend like the shroud of tourin
No blaspheming its just  meaning
That everything I ever got from you was deep 
And wouldnt have believed it is blessing well received 
so this is how I treat it
Aemilia you the best part of me
And this is forever and I mean it